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Tuesday, December 02, 2008
if you're still reading this, you must really love me (:
I tried to move, but I always came back.
This time, I MOVE.
Goodbye, now.
I tried to move, but I always came back.
This time, I MOVE.
Goodbye, now.
Monday, September 22, 2008
Very irritating. I can't possibly spend all my time worrying about such things. But WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU. I just want to know if you got home safe. Go ahead if you're busy doing whatever you have to do. But how hard is it spending a few minutes to text or email me.
Maybe I was right after all. Because your responsibility level is ZERO. Because maybe you really are not ready for a relationship, because you don't spare a thought for the other person. Because I think you still don't know what you have gotten yourself into. Because you have no idea what a relationship like this entails. Because I think you didn't really think things through though you thought you did. Because I was stupid enough to believe you did. Living for the moment is just not enough. Because someone has to be practical, and that someone is ME. And because I am practical enough to know that if this goes on, WE are going to blow up in our own faces.
Okay, enough with the ranting. The dinner with Jamie and Qingyi, the gossiping, and looking through the pictures in facebook have made me miss the times in US even more. Burnt out during the past week in school. Skipped a class everyday. School is beginning to take a toll on me, thank God for the term break. Planning to make the best of it, though I'm not going to have any time to myself.
I need more long, beautiful, memory-filled summers like the one past.
Post-post: Okay, he finally called, and I'm not pissed anymore. Why, oh why.
Maybe I was right after all. Because your responsibility level is ZERO. Because maybe you really are not ready for a relationship, because you don't spare a thought for the other person. Because I think you still don't know what you have gotten yourself into. Because you have no idea what a relationship like this entails. Because I think you didn't really think things through though you thought you did. Because I was stupid enough to believe you did. Living for the moment is just not enough. Because someone has to be practical, and that someone is ME. And because I am practical enough to know that if this goes on, WE are going to blow up in our own faces.
Okay, enough with the ranting. The dinner with Jamie and Qingyi, the gossiping, and looking through the pictures in facebook have made me miss the times in US even more. Burnt out during the past week in school. Skipped a class everyday. School is beginning to take a toll on me, thank God for the term break. Planning to make the best of it, though I'm not going to have any time to myself.
I need more long, beautiful, memory-filled summers like the one past.
Post-post: Okay, he finally called, and I'm not pissed anymore. Why, oh why.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
So, I'm supposed to be doing my German assignment. But I'm bored. And it's still Sunday, and I'm at home, which means I should get to nuah and do nothing, right?
So anyways, alot happened this week. Alot of unhappiness. School/quiz/project/presentations, the SA disappearing on me(although I later found out it was because he lost the calling card number -.- but still), PMS, and a lack of sleep. You know how I get cranky when I don't get my sleep. BUT, all that drama is over now. There's that term break to look forward to, the not very happening but exciting enough weekend past, and the SA is going home to SA. (:
Despite the drama in the past week, it did have its moments. That night we burnt lanterns and climbed monkey bars. The night us few WAT bums went out to dinner. Work. Yes, work, I actually enjoy it though I get bored and my ass falls asleep. The phone calls. Top One-ing, my throat still feels weird and itchy. 横屁公园 HAHA!
All in all, it's been a pretty hectic week, but I think I am happy. (:
Oh, and 中秋节快乐 everyone! (:
P/S: His name is Jacques. He speaks Afrikaans, and he doesn't click. He's white. He's tall and I'm a paedo haha!
So anyways, alot happened this week. Alot of unhappiness. School/quiz/project/presentations, the SA disappearing on me(although I later found out it was because he lost the calling card number -.- but still), PMS, and a lack of sleep. You know how I get cranky when I don't get my sleep. BUT, all that drama is over now. There's that term break to look forward to, the not very happening but exciting enough weekend past, and the SA is going home to SA. (:
Despite the drama in the past week, it did have its moments. That night we burnt lanterns and climbed monkey bars. The night us few WAT bums went out to dinner. Work. Yes, work, I actually enjoy it though I get bored and my ass falls asleep. The phone calls. Top One-ing, my throat still feels weird and itchy. 横屁公园 HAHA!
All in all, it's been a pretty hectic week, but I think I am happy. (:
Oh, and 中秋节快乐 everyone! (:
P/S: His name is Jacques. He speaks Afrikaans, and he doesn't click. He's white. He's tall and I'm a paedo haha!
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know if I can do this.
The distance is starting to take a toll, and I'm scared that I've fallen for a figment of my own imagination.
I'm scared that it's going to backfire in my face again.
And I'm scared that if I fall, I might not be able to pick myself up again.
Maybe we never should have started this, maybe we should have thought with our heads instead of our hearts, maybe, just maybe.
I DON'T KNOW.
I don't know.
I don't know if I can do this.
The distance is starting to take a toll, and I'm scared that I've fallen for a figment of my own imagination.
I'm scared that it's going to backfire in my face again.
And I'm scared that if I fall, I might not be able to pick myself up again.
Maybe we never should have started this, maybe we should have thought with our heads instead of our hearts, maybe, just maybe.
I DON'T KNOW.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
I'm in Washington DC! We rented a car and roadtrip-ed here this morning. Slept through most of the 4-hour drive. Haven't managed to see anything yet cos we got here rather late and lost our way for a little bit. Drove into Virginia by accident, which we didn't even realise although we saw the pentagon haha. Everyone should roadtrip at least once in their lives. It's super fun. V much enjoying the US and travelling around. Don't really want to leave for more than one reason.
The Wall Street bull. I was trying to put my finger into its mouth.
For one, when I leave, I go back to school. SIAN. My timetable for next sem is pretty rotten. But at least I get to keep my friday free. I won't be staying in hall next sem anymore cos my roomie's friend didn't manage to secure the room. So I'll be staying home and eating my mum's cooking again (: And it's gg to be so much easier meeting everyone.
I LOVE ALL THINGS SOUTH AFRICAN (((: Am superduperuber happy now.
At IHOP[International House Of Pancakes] in NY. So, do I look like I put on weight!
The Wall Street bull. I was trying to put my finger into its mouth.
Playing tourists at the hostel in NY haha.
