winglish.
early morning friendly against hc. and we got major trashed. haha. worse, dhs trashed us as well. so paiseh man. went to queensway to get fbts for comp. haha. really short dark blue ones with white slashes on both sides. went home, rushed home actually, and showered in record time. and i still had to wait for him. haha. went to town town to watch The Eye 2 with my babyyy. went to ps. only single seats left. stupid morons. then went to lido, got there at 1725, rushed for the 1730 show and froze our butts off in the theatre. HAHA. quite creepy. okay, maybe that's only for chicken shits like me, but it's considerably better than some of the more recent "horror" movies i caught like Acacia. wah lau. that was a bloody waste of time man. anyway, went off after that and got home 2110. only 10 minutes late. closest i ever got to reaching home on time. and reina mt, if you ever see this, i only saw your "mats and grand hyatt" comment at about 2100, 3 hours after you sent it. haha, so sorry about not replying yeah? going to sleep in tomorrow! or rather, today, since it's already 23 minutes into sunday. damn sleepy now, haven't been sleeping enough this whole week. gonna crash. ciao!
i love my stupid boy.
"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so i never have to live without you." - Winnie The Pooh
sniff. i hate good byes.
went out with da class yesterday after training. HAPPY 17TH EU-NICE! i'm going to miss you lots and lots and lots. sniff.
best part of the day:
went to kim seng. while waiting for an available pool table. went on a mad photo-taking frenzy. someone saw a william hung [shudders] lookalike wearing the same pair of chucks as me! tell me, am i just plain lucky or what? [i look ten thousand times better in the same chucks anyway.HAHAHA] and adel, the one who was holding on to eu-nice's ixus, told me to stand behind him and take a photo together. then, being the genius i am, stuck my foot just behind his bum. and guess what? willie's friend turned around!!! HAHAHAHA. picture wasn't taken taken. so we edeots waited until willie and his friends turned. stood behind him, postitioned my foot behind his butt and FLASH! willie and his friends turned around and stared!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. that was priceless man. one hell of an experience. everyone should go try that if you see someone who's wearing the same thing as you are.
TODAY.
earll in the morning at 0247, mr. joe tan wasn't sleeping. saw his msg at about 10 in the morning. sniff. i'm going to miss the sistahood as well. and like, 4 of them gone? ain't much of us left behind. joe tan!!! i'm so going to miss you too! da biatch. no one to sit beside and let me whack anymore. damn. no one in the second batch will ever replace joe the man. sniff. okay lah. i know i shouldn't be talking about him like he's dead. but he's leaving to tp forever and ever and ever. and fifi, maymay, geri, eu-nice, peetah. those who are sitting on my side of the class. tee-ate will never be the same without you guys. sob. anyway, i'm going to have to do a eu-nice now. gotta go squat. HAHAHA. oh, good luck for your posting results guys! i love you all!!! uhm. most of you anyway. bubye!!!
bet whoever was there 10 bucks that kim seng has a dented lane now. vent vent vent. if it were up to me, there'd be a hole there by now, instead of a dent.
i find it hard to tell you certain things. i'm sorry.
i can feel the gap between us widening with every passing day.
are we really growing apart?
or is this just the space we need, a respite from each other?
stacey su!!! i had great time out with you yesterday!!! and you're not whatever you said you were okay. he sucks!!! and i love you too! just don't do whatever you did outside Isetan again. haha. if not,i'll have to shout that everytime and the whole world will think i'm nuts. not that i'm not one already, but that's besides the point. braun buffel rocks!!!
went swimming this morning! have a light tan. maybe i should go again tomorrow. get a deeper one so that my arms and legs will be of an even colour. but then, i'm so proud of myself cos i swam 20[or 10,depends on how you look at it.it's 20 lengths anyway.] laps! i'm finally getting my ass of the couch and exercising! think i'll do this every saturday morning. healthy living man. and i can burn more calories! BUT, on saturday mornings, the whole bloody pool's filled with guys. darn darn darn.
then snuck out to meet josh tan in town to get my shorts and pass him maymay's cd. then tagged along to her place. got a free lunch there. haha. but had to leave at 4 cos my mudder didn't allow me to go for her bbq! bloody hell. saw inami and se wei before i left. inami, elle and joy's staying afterall. i'm the happiest bugger on earth now. haha. but then, some people like my "favourite" gp teacher is here to stay and i want to dieeee. ugh. sick sick sick. i'm doomed man. and i'm going to miss some people in the class. ALOT. my favourite pinchee, MAYMAY. the "my future ambition is to be a tai-tai" eu-nice and "every wednesday is sj day" FiFi. sniff. life is going to alot less exciting with them around. oh, and there's still peetah. don't know where's he going, but if he leaves, will miss that stupid bugger who pinches his skin and tell me it's fats. joshua tan, da "biatch" who sits next to me. quite pity him actually, gets beaten up by me everyday. so he's probably better off leaving. will miss mah pardner caling me "dumb arse" for a long time to come. and XL, leaving away to VJ. crazy netballer who loves dreamcatchers cos her favourite pastime's to dream her life away. and jocelyn, the band girl with the sweet sweet smile. don't talk much to her in class but she's pretty nice when we do talk. sigh. getting all weepy again. must be the lousy weather.
going for lunch on tuesday with XY! can't wait! miss that silly girl. hope it doesn't rain like hell. weather's been bloody crummy lately. praying for good weather!
and i think i'm darn clingy/whiny. ugh. can't stand that type of girls, and i'm turning into one of them. ARGH!!! sorry babyyy. i know i am. haha. will try not to be then.
my mum asked me about my baby today! and i think she finally believes me! after i've told her like what, 3 times? haha.got a load off my chest now. not that i have ALOT on my chest, you know what i mean[HAHAHAHA], but it's pretty hard to hide stuff form your mama sometimes. and even though i feel like strangling her sometimes,i still love her!!!
this is my third bloody time blogging today. i seriously think that there's something wrong with me today. i came home from dinner with me mum and had a runny nose ever since. and no, my nose didn't grow legs and started running off by itself. and in any case, IT'S NOT FUNNY. yup,you've guessed it. I'M IN A BAD MOOD. VERY bad mood. cos i can't stop sneezing and i can't switch on the air con even though it's bloody hot because of my stupid nose. wtf wtf wtf. pms pms pms. ARGH!!! what my mum told me on the way to dinner has got me thinking again. my priorities are ALL WRONG. i miss my mum. i haven't been spending enough time with her. i haven't been talking enough to her. shit. i'm such a lousy kid. and what with my dad away in cambodia, i think she's pretty lonely. DARN IT... i'm such a lousy kid. so from now on, i've decided to go out less often. maybe 2, 3 times a week? and this coming friday's booked. i'm going out with Stacey Su! haven't been out with her AT ALL this year and i miss her super alot. so, yeah. i'm going to go out with her! unless she's got a date or something lah. then i'll go home and spend time with my mummy. she had to actually come tell me that she thinks she's no longer important to me that i realise that i'm a lousy daughter. wah lau...she actually made me feel like crying and i haven't cried in sometime. bloody hell. i love my mum. i really do. i'm not like those idiots who claim they love their parents but in fact treat them as bloody ATMS. stupid morons. and i'm going to talk to my mum about everything from now on. no more lies, be it smart lies or white lies or whatever shit cooked up last minute to DECEIVE her. man,i'm so ashamed i actually lied to her before. wtf. i'm a bloody lousy daughter man. hell, if she wants to know, i'll even tell her about davson lah. shit. i feel so guilty now. i'm going to start being a home person now. i'll go home early at least twice a week and spend time with her. ARGH!!! i feel like crap now. think i'll just wander off and find something to do. then maybe i won't think about this anymore. and people, treasure your loved ones! it's only during moments like this that i realise how much i've been neglecting my parents. it's not that my friends aren't important to me lah. but friends come and friends go, your family is the only constant in your life. so, love your friends and remember them after you all split up and stuff, but love your family more and spend more time with them! and now,it's only like after my dad's gone away that i realise how much i miss having him yell at me for slamming the door. shit man. i'm a damn lousy kid. sigh. but i guess i still can make up for lost time by being a better one now. i sound like some bloody do-gooder now, don't i? okay,maybe i really do, but to hell with what people think lah. i'm not living for them. think it's pretty sad that some people actually do mind what others think of them. you know, you'll be much much happier if you'd just stop living for others and started living for yourself? so take their trashy opinions and stuff it up their noses lah. they probably deserve it if they're THAT free. and right now, i think i need to go scream into my pillow or something before i blow up or do something drastic like beat someone up. but don't worry,if you're reading, it probably isn't going to be you. so chill dude. gonna run now. will reflect on my life and see how much more of it can i improve on.hopefully not much, cos if not, my life is pretty f*cked-up then. well, not that it's not already, but that's besides the point. will elaborate more on it another day when i'm feeling shittier than i am right now. see ya around then.
oh,and i LOVE hershey's rich dark chocolate kisses. found it yesterday in the tanglin liberty market and i'm in luuurvvvve. haha. but i can't eat them as much as i'd like to cos i'm getting FAT. bloody hell. :(
stole this from iamlow's blog. think it's pretty darn funny. haha. so, am i normal or am i normal?
and I AM SO NOT PARANOID!!!
i always thought going to a female dentist was less embarrassing since you have to open your mouth WIDE, but NO...the one i went to SUCKS BIG TIME. my bloody filling fell out after like what, 2 weeks? and it was the same dental clinic i was went to! well, except i used to see the male dentist. but that's the besides the point, my filling fell out!!! argh!!!now, whenever i eat, food ALWAYS gets stuck in the hole where the filling used to be. so i'm going to eat ALOT less now, and go on a diet by the way. are you happy now, stupid boy? HAHAHA. and i have to wait until the 15th before i can go see the dentist cos he's full booked till then. says something about him eh?
went out with one-tee-oh-ate today. went for lunch at this indian restaurant. i rather liked the decor, very indian-ish. paintings and wooden carvings everywhere. best of all was that you could pay whatever you wanted and it was buffet-style. proceeds, according to Elle, went to charity. didn't eat too much cos i ate before i went out. the food was pretty good though. called Stacey after lunch and asked her about my chinese results. have no idea why i even bothered to find out cos i didn't even bother going to school in the first place. haha. according to Lianne, who saw my results, I GOT ONE! whoop! no more chinese lessons! more breaks! NO MORE CHINESE HOMEWORK! went to peninsula plaza to look at chucks. i still haven't gotten them yet. bloody hell. then went off to tanglin to look for Eu-nice and May. and for the first time, Inami actually went on an outing with the class. it's going to hit the headlines tomorrow,i expect. went bowling after that. haha. had a great time laughing at them trying to bowl. i repeat, TRYING to bowl. i thought i was bad, but guess what? i'm not the only with all the longkang balls! HAHAHA. didnt play. lent Fifi my socks. oh,and Khai was DAMN good lah. like what Elle says,they probably have alot of spare time over in the Philippines. went off with Tambunan and Adel after that. had to go home. sigh. mama nags hell of alot. and she doesn't believe i got an a1 until she sees the bloody cert. darn it. anyways, gonna run now. i'm hungry. HAHAHA!
