happy birthday mummy!

i love my mum. there, loud and proud. there is no one who is as mum-proud (most times anyway) as ME. HA HA. despite the occasional fights, nasty words and all that shit i put her through, I LOVE MY MUDDER!

will save the rest till mudders' day.

a respite from talking about my boyboy today. post dedicated to my mudder.  ¶ 10:49:00 pm

  GP mock today. I must be the first person in the history of CJ to make up my own facts in the compre. Screwed up. What's new?

Went out to town with Ave after for dinner and SHOPPING! Not a good idea to shop on a friday evening, especially when you have no idea what to buy, all the shops are due to close in approximately half an hour and you NEED to buy something. Not a bad trip actually. Let's just say that we have some unpleasant things in common. Haha.  ¶ 12:26:00 am

  Math in the middle of the night.
I've finally lost it.  ¶ 12:30:00 am

  I've gotten over it. Thought about what Germaine said today and me thinks she may be right. But it's all over. God has bigger and better plans for me.

Great day out with Germaine and Ave today. ilub'em. We "studied". Effectively did about an hour of work, before we got shooed out of Macs. Some lucky kid was having a birthday party. Travelled to Serene Centre. Settled in the Macs there, but we got hungry( and never got around to opening our books again). Ate ice cream. Again. Now, you wonder why I never manage to go on a diet. Trooped off to J8. Walked around the damn place. There were super alot of people there cos some act-cute chinese singer was there having some autograph session. Bloody hell. The 3 of us ended up pigging out on candy. Left for Tp to meet my parents( my fadder is finally back from that rotten place) and I HAVE GOT NEW SPECS! It's black and yellow and I think it rocks! Had a really hard time choosing between that and another purple pair. So sad. I hate having to choose. Anyway, from now on, I AM GOING TO MUG MUG AND MUG( motivation: my new specs!). Nerd-dom, here I come!  ¶ 11:27:00 pm

  It has finally happened.

I have plans, lots of them, in fact. But getting uprooted from the team I am vice-captain of certainly wasn't one of them. It all began after training today, when coach pulled me to one side and told me that it will only "benefit everybody" if this J1 girl took my place. Of course I had to be "okay". Why not? After all, she IS better than me and there's nothing I can do to change that. Reassuring me that I will still be the vice-captain is NOT HELPING ONE BIT. I am only there as a fucking token. I don't see the point in me tagging along to the matches when all I am going to do is sit and watch. And, support my team. But this has also made me realise one thing, that although I have lost my place, I still have my friends. I honestly was very, very, very touched by their comments. I love them all. But it still annoys me that I still have to go for training to show that I am "alright". What the fuck.  ¶ 9:29:00 pm