winglish.: March 2006

winglish.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Applying for university is such a pain in the ass. It gave me a hell of a headache and now I feel like bashing my head against the wall. It's as much of a pain in the ass as working.

CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?? That there's actually something that can be compared with work??

You.
You who have given me so much and yet so little; gave me such joy and yet caused so much pain. Sometimes, I wonder if all the waiting, the pain and the tears will be worth it in the end. I don't even know if there's going to be an "in the end". After 2 years, I can't even begin to imagine a life without you. I'm too scared to. It's not that I want to think too much, like how you always say I do. It's just that you matter. And on the nights I don't want to hang up, it's on those nights I miss you the most. Now, I live for the days when I get to sit next to you, hold your hand and listen to the sound of you breathing. We don't have to talk, all I need is just for you to be there.

All of a sudden, I miss you so much.

¶ 12:29:00 am

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