Can't believe I actually queued 3 and a half fucking hours for donuts on monday. DONUTS!! Like what the hell, I need a life man. But then again I can't complain because those donuts are seriously good shit, especially the double chocolate ones. I bought a dozen, I'm going to eat myself into oblivion. Can't help it, I'm depressed. I got 3 double chocolate ones, I gave one to sarah and I was going to give you the other one, but you couldn't meet me tonight so too bad for you lah. I ate the last one haha.
The queueing was the horriblest. I've never done such a stupid thing in my entire life, lucky I had viv and ngiam with me. Would have died halfway otherwise. But then for the double chocolate ones, I'd queue all over again. Only this time, I'd get a dozen, all of them double chocolate (:
Hauled my butt to the bloodbank earlier and gave an unknown amount of blood. My knee buckled on the way to macs after that and almost gave Sarah a heart attack.
"Eh don't faint hor. Later I leave you here and run away."
Yeah I love you too.
I learnt a few things recently and among one of them is to not wait on people again. An average person spends about 4 years of his/her life waiting, for people, for buses, for whatever. I probably spend about 10 years and I can tell you IT'S NOT THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. And when I say waiting, I don't mean the half an hour kind of late. (Sorry anyways, for always being late to whoever I make wait for me.) It's the shitty kind of waiting where you expect a zillion things to happen and not of one of them even comes close to taking place. Waiting for people, a phone call, a msg. Then finally when the something you wait for turns up, more often than not it turns out to be rather disappointing. For me, at least.
I think it's the excessive bleeding that's making me emo.
¶ 7:14:00 pm
Friday, January 19, 2007
The blood bank is running low on its supply of blood, so I'm going to go and donate blood. (:
Did you know that a liver transplant requires as many as 50 bags of blood? That an accident victim may use up to 30 bags of blood within 24 hours? And that donated blood can only be stored for 42 days?
Trying to buy my way into Heaven. hurhur. Just kidding laaah. Anyways, I believe one good turn deserves another. The little kid you saved today may grow up to be a doctor because you inspired him to help others. Then again, he may turn out to be some serial rapist/killer...BUT we must always have faith in Man.
Because retarded as I sound, I believe in KARMA.
¶ 9:37:00 pm
Saturday, January 13, 2007
ty·rant [tahy-ruh nt] –noun
1.
a sovereign or other ruler who uses power oppressively or unjustly.
2.
any person in a position of authority who exercises power oppressively or despotically.
3.
a tyrannical or compulsory influence.
—Synonyms 1. despot, autocrat, dictator.
Hmmm sounds alot like the woman who gave birth to me.
And since I'm taking French this semester. French: tyran
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