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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Ooh whee. One week break, 2 days of nua-ing(so far), 3 assignments, and not much time to do anything else. So much for term break. Bah.
I'm feeling old these days. I hope I age gracefully. May I not have to resort to botox and black hairdye. May my wrinkles and laugh lines to come be testimony to a life happy and fulfilled, and may my hair turn salt and pepper instead of white. I always thought it looked more dignified. May I live long enough to see my oldest grandchild get married and have babies. May my friends all outlive me so I won't know loneliness. May I not lose my mind to Alzheimer's. Must faster start playing more mahjong. WHO'S WITH ME?
♥ ♥ ♥
Plain White T's - A Lonely September
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
Anyways Kbox is love Vivi! (: May I live to be a karaoke-singing ah ma.
I'm feeling old these days. I hope I age gracefully. May I not have to resort to botox and black hairdye. May my wrinkles and laugh lines to come be testimony to a life happy and fulfilled, and may my hair turn salt and pepper instead of white. I always thought it looked more dignified. May I live long enough to see my oldest grandchild get married and have babies. May my friends all outlive me so I won't know loneliness. May I not lose my mind to Alzheimer's. Must faster start playing more mahjong. WHO'S WITH ME?
♥ ♥ ♥
Plain White T's - A Lonely September
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
Anyways Kbox is love Vivi! (: May I live to be a karaoke-singing ah ma.
Friday, September 14, 2007
It's going to be a long while before we can sit like this and just hang out again.I'm missing you loads already my dear friend. It's been a day, but somehow the fact that you're already 7 hours away still hasn't really sunk in yet. Life is definitely not going to be the same without you here. Who's going to eat breakfast and watch movies with me on monday mornings before school, for one. And cycling/blading at ECP without you just doesn't seem right. Who else has a separate stomach just for dessert, and eat that ice cream with me even though our stomachs are probably going to explode from all that food. And maybe you're not as heartless as you think. Do you remember the fish you sent me <;_>< , in case I needed company, the night I first got my heart broken. I still have that sms in my phone. Besides, you were my very first retainee friend and JC probably wouldn't have been as much fun if we hadn't met. So I pray that you'll enjoy your new life and new school. That you'll make many new friends and not forget about us.
Vitamin C - Graduation(Friends Forever)
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever
I know it's uber cheesy but it just seems apt right now. Plus I love(d) this song. So please please please write often, snailmail, email, whatever. And I'm counting on you to house me when I finally save enough and convince my mum. In the meantime, take care my friend.
Love, me. (:
