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Very irritating. I can't possibly spend all my time worrying about such things. But WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU. I just want to know if you got home safe. Go ahead if you're busy doing whatever you have to do. But how hard is it spending a few minutes to text or email me.Maybe I was right after all. Because your responsibility level is ZERO. Because maybe you really are not ready for a relationship, because you don't spare a thought for the other person. Because I think you still don't know what you have gotten yourself into. Because you have no idea what a relationship like this entails. Because I think you didn't really think things through though you thought you did. Because I was stupid enough to believe you did. Living for the moment is just not enough. Because someone has to be practical, and that someone is ME. And because I am practical enough to know that if this goes on, WE are going to blow up in our own faces.Okay, enough with the ranting. The dinner with Jamie and Qingyi, the gossiping, and looking through the pictures in facebook have made me miss the times in US even more. Burnt out during the past week in school. Skipped a class everyday. School is beginning to take a toll on me, thank God for the term break. Planning to make the best of it, though I'm not going to have any time to myself. I need more long, beautiful, memory-filled summers like the one past.Post-post: Okay, he finally called, and I'm not pissed anymore. Why, oh why.
So, I'm supposed to be doing my German assignment. But I'm bored. And it's still Sunday, and I'm at home, which means I should get to nuah and do nothing, right?So anyways, alot happened this week. Alot of unhappiness. School/quiz/project/presentations, the SA disappearing on me(although I later found out it was because he lost the calling card number -.- but still), PMS, and a lack of sleep. You know how I get cranky when I don't get my sleep. BUT, all that drama is over now. There's that term break to look forward to, the not very happening but exciting enough weekend past, and the SA is going home to SA. (:Despite the drama in the past week, it did have its moments. That night we burnt lanterns and climbed monkey bars. The night us few WAT bums went out to dinner. Work. Yes, work, I actually enjoy it though I get bored and my ass falls asleep. The phone calls. Top One-ing, my throat still feels weird and itchy. 横屁公园 HAHA!All in all, it's been a pretty hectic week, but I think I am happy. (:Oh, and 中秋节快乐 everyone! (:P/S: His name is Jacques. He speaks Afrikaans, and he doesn't click. He's white. He's tall and I'm a paedo haha!
